That's cute...

You see, I think timing is everything in life. And therefore, I always try to make it perfect. But sometimes I think this isn't the right way to go about things. Sometimes I think that waiting for the perfect moment can make so many things just pass you by.

I also think that, most of the time, I'm afraid. And I just use timing as an excuse. I'm so afraid to say something or do anything. That I simply freeze. And tell myself that I am waiting for the "perfect moment."

But maybe there is no perfect moment. Maybe there's only here and now. Maybe trying to fabricate the perfect fairytale life causes things to turn out not so happily ever after. Maybe we should just act. Instead of over-analyzing every little aspect of a situation. And maybe, just maybe, we should say how we feel and stop keeping everything all bottled up inside.

Then again, maybe I should just go curl up into my little protective corner again. Because I am too afraid. And I'll never really be able to say just how I feel.

"You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'CAUSE I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU."

Oh yeah, I really love that song by James Blunt...